ARRRGGGGHHHH!!! CAN U BELIEVE IT? I'M SITTING FOR MY A'S RITE NOW!
WHAT THE HECK? really uh? a levels?
hahahaha. crap. okok fine!
had my 1st paper yesterday: Malay Lit (BAHASA COMPONENT)
today, had the LIT COMPONENT. my gawd, i tell u, i think my head is half cracked already. see lah, as a result of climbing steep hills!
ouh well, i guess i have to continue this journey. haiz. life seems tough rite now. need courage to face it.
discipline. diligence. discernment. determination. daring. duty.
woah, out of sudden, all the 6D's came out. yeah, i miss dunman. ouh ouh! there's gonna be a dunman drama-mama camp organized by my drama-mama juniors this coming nov. and yay! i'm so gonna join in and have fun yo! woohoooooooooo!
BUT FOR NOW, NO WOOHOOOOOOOOOOs i guess..... maybe BOOHOOOOOOOOOOs???
ONE down, A LOT to go.....
BONKY-WONKY
life is just so boring rite now...MUGGING and MUGGING...and yeah, no need to mention lah the amount of stress that i'm feeling at this period of time...but luckily i have him, yg menemani diriku saat aku memerlukan seseorang untuk berbicara, melepaskan rindu...dah stoppit eh fad!
see i tell u, i'm going bonky-wonky already...and yeah, i'm just mentally worn-out...
ouh god, please help me with all these...give me strength ya allah...i need ur guidance ya allah...amin...
Phone Calls and SMSes to Cure 2 Hearts
Uhuh...
so before leaving for tioman, made a promise with me that he would make a total of 5 calls for 3 days. and i was like..."hmmm, just 5?" and giggled away. and he said, "ok. how abt 3 times a day?" WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..........
1st day = 4 calls
2nd day = 4 calls
3rd day = 12 calls
omgomgomgomg.
Total : 4 + 4 + 12 = 20 CALLS!!!
20 calls, not including the number of SMSes he sent me.
i still remembered when i got the 1st call, it was a private no. lah fyi (no. malaysia). so i asked, "siapa nie?" then i heard a familiar voice, "alah. sampai hati u tak kenal suara i."
and immediately i jumped with joy! like OMG! IT'S HIM!!! yay yay...hahaha ok, LOL!
he missed me, i missed him...we missed each other...
to cure these 2 hearts, phone calls and SMSes were the remedy.
And now, he's home...
GOSH
ouh gawd...i'm gonna miss him a lot...seriously a lot. coz he's going away to tioman island for 3 days, nak diving with his friends. gosh...
okok, i'm sad coz he won't be ard frm tmr till mon and that means i won't get the chance to see him on webcam. BUT BUT, he said he'll call me when he has the chance to...so yay!
and he said he'll miss me a lot...awww =D
ok dah, waiting anxiously for his calls and SMSes...wheeeee =)
what is this called?
AdvenTurouS
Romance...
what happened on OCTOBER 13th
felt so tired after yesterday's jalan raya with my JC friends...but it was damn fun lah, camwhoring and stuff. and u noe rite, when girls get together, they'll gossip non-stop. hahahaha. cool shittos. talking abt other peeps, like who's with who lah, that person likes this person lah, how to treat ur BFs lah and blah blah blah. the list goes on...
and after jalan raya rite......................
last night was one of the sweetest nights i've ever had in my life.
shall not elaborate on that. hehe, let it be a secret between me and him...
okok fine...all i can say is that after i reached home safely, we talked on the phone.
dah. end of story.
Secret Lover
last nite, spent some time reading my lit book. and he called me. we talked and talked. and then,
i heard this on the phone...
ku mencintai mu
lebih dari apa pun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu.
ku mencintai mu
sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya
kekasih gelapku.
-Kekasih Gelapku by Ungu-
uhuh, he sang that song.
when i asked him who's his 'kekasih gelap' (in eng means secret lover),
he said..."You."
missing each other...
