weird but pleasant

what a weird but pleasant saturday...

• was having lunch when R smsed out of the blue.
• was watching 'Om Shanti Om' when mum asked to follow her shopping.
• was waiting for R to reply but instead, it was F who messaged!!!
• was in the car to tamp interchange when both eyes caught a glimpse of someone familiar...H!
• was in the toilet when S suddenly called.

great...what's next??

i'm not dead

hello hello hello.

i'm not dead, fyi. it's just that i've been bz with work. and my comp went crazy again lah. arrgh. stupid comp! bcoz of it, i'm missing my virtual community each day =( how have u guys been uh? haha. ouh well, i guess that for the next few months or so, more time will be spent on resting and sleeping and sleeping and sleeping. tired lah. need to travel all the way up north okeyyy. and i'm telling u, transport expenses are killing me! ass. if only the student rate is still applicable to me. aiyah. but anyways, i enjoy working (well, at this point of time, i would say 'training' is more appropriate). love my new colleagues! this eleanor and simin ah are killing my stomach each day with their nonsense. ouh well. laughter is the best medicine after all. so just laugh! hahahahahaha.

okey, gtg. laters.

and she said,

"i miss him."

It's My Birthday!

HaPpY bIrThDaY tO mE!!!

life, as it is.

it's 3 am in the morning and here i am blogging my life away. well, it's 7 of jan and i noe what that means. just one more day and my age will increase by 1 year. how time flies huh.

pelbagai pengalaman pahit manis yang telah aku lalui sepanjang 18 tahun hidup di bumi ini. memang tidak dinafikan, pengalaman-pengalaman itu banyak membantu aku untuk mengerti erti kehidupan yang sebenar. aku redha dengan ketentuan Illahi. aku tahu Dia akan sentiasa menguji makhluk-makhlukNya. kadangkala, manusia berada di atas dan ada pula berada di bawah. kehidupan ini ibarat roda yang sering berputar. bohonglah kalau ada diantara kita yang mengatakan kita tidak pernah dilanda kesusahan. pasti setiap daripada kita pernah merasai kegagalan/keperitan dalam hidup. tetapi, ada juga segolongan tu seolah-olah tidak mengambil iktibar daripada kegagalan yang dihadapi. mereka tidak berusaha untuk memperbaiki diri mahupun keadaan. inilah yang dipanggil manusia berkepala batu; mereka yang bersikap degil. atau mungkin, ego mereka terlalu tinggi? sememangnya amat payah untuk meruntuhkan tiang ego ni.

walaubagaimana pun, tiada istilah 'manusia sempurna'. dalam bahasa inggeris, 'nobody is perfect'. ye, aku akur dengan kenyataan ini. tetapi, manusia diberikan akal untuk berfikir. apa yang membezakan manusia dengan haiwan ialah akal fikiran kita. dengan menggunakan akal, kita dapat membezakan yang baik dengan yang buruk. oleh itu, manusia tidak ada alasan untuk tidak memperbaiki diri atau keadaan kerana hakikatnya kita telah dikurniakan akal. susah sangat ke untuk berfikir? atau mungkin, mereka takut untuk menerima kenyataan? kenyataan yang akan mereka hadapi sekiranya mereka/keadaan berubah. mungkin kenyataan itu perit untuk ditelan. tetapi, 'the truth hurts'. yang penting, kita sebagai manusia menggunakan akal fikiran kita dengan sebaik mungkin untuk cuba merubah diri mahupun keadaan.

pengalaman hidup telah banyak mendewasakan aku sebagai seorang manusia. kadang-kadang aku terfikir, adakah aku sebagai makhlukNya, sebagai anak, sebagai kakak, sebagai teman, sebagai pelajar, sebagai manusia telah berusaha untuk menjadi yang terbaik untuk diriku juga terhadap mereka yang aku sayang?

aku teringat akan kata-kata seseorang bahawa 'God doesn't want you to be the best; He wants you to do your best.' bila ku renung, ada kebenaran dalam ayat tersebut. sesungguhnya, kita sebagai insan yang kerdil lagi lemah di sisi Allah s.w.t. hanya mampu untuk melakukan yang terbaik mengikut kemampuan masing-masing. yang penting, kita berusaha.....

Me to You

What makes bonding special

is

the way each one

remembers the other

when they're apart

and

they missed

the talks, the laugh

and the times they were together.

Life changes...

Memories don't...

Happy 2009!!!

went out with mas on new year's eve. nothing beats going out with a bestie and sharing fun moments together. so we ate at tong seng's, and as usual, i would order chicken mushroom noodle. then, we took the train, alight at city hall and off we went to marina square. tried some clothes at dorothy perkins but was half-hearted to buy them. okey fine, im just fickle-minded and fussy. yes yes, i admit it. dah diam!!

hahaha. actually, mas asked her sweetie to join us and maybe, have a game of bowling together. but, in the end, only me and mas played bowling coz nak tunggu sweetie dia mcm lambat gitu. but i hate yesterday's game. stupid lane lah. tak well-polished. not like safra's. damn it. then the kasut also mcm tak sedap dipakai. argghhh. wasted my bloody 6 bucks. whateva man!

next, went to the toilet to touch-up. u noe lah, gurls rite. need to maintain their make-up and all. haha. then, got a call from pakcik (aka mas' sweetie). said that he was at compasspoint. i knew he was lying coz he was like asking me where we were and which floor. so yah, i knew he had something up his sleeve. haha. funny lah that pakcik. and yup yup, mas was freaking out coz she also had this feeling that pakcik is somewhere at marina square. as the saying goes, great minds think alike =)

and true enuf, the man himself came running towards us when he was on the phone with mas. and im tellin ya, she hide herself behind me again! FGS, stoppit eh gurl. hahaha. i mean, that time pun u sembunyi depan i bila first time kita jumpa dia at his office. hahahahahahahaha. but yah, i knew what was going on in her heart. of course, from experience...

and pakcik gave us a surprise! he bought her a cute teddy bear and i got doraemon! he's such a nice guy. and all of us took a stroll at esplanade. and omg, there were many people! i dont have anything against huge crowds. nothing of that sort. i feel that new year's eve is one of those times whereby people of all races come together and celebrate something special and just be merry in each other's company.

31 december 2008...the start of something new, i guess, for both my bestie and her sweetie. seeing happiness oozing from every pore of her skin, i never felt better. im happy for them. the feeling is simply unexplainable.

well, to round it off, it's goodbye 2008 and hello 2009!!! i hope that this new year will bring good fortune and good health to the people that i care for. may all of us find peace, harmony as well as prosperity.

and to whom it may concerned, i pray that our relationship will flourish just like those flowers that bloom beautifully and healthily.

take care peeps.