date

so it was today.
yes, today.
29 december 2008.
we met.
i'll never forget this day.
yes, this day.
when we first met.
when we first smiled at each other.
when we first lost in each other's eyes.
God.
only You know what went through my mind today.

Fadilicious...

loves lepak-ing at mas' house.
loves watching the exorcism of emily rose.
loves eating canadian's singapura special.
loves drinking diet coke.
loves biting sweets.
loves watching f.r.i.e.n.d.s.
loves laughing-out-loud.
loves checking out horoscopes.
loves laughing at celebrities' failed plastic surgeries.
loves savouring ferrero rocher.
loves mas.
loves eja.

laid-back sunday

today is laid-back sunday...
spent most of my time watching tv. and ouh gosh, i had a DAMN GOOD LAUGH today! it's been a long time since i had one. believe it or not, i laughed non-stop till i felt tears rolling down my cheeks!! bro told me, "u noe, i laughed not because jim carey was funny. i laughed because of ur freaking loud and addictive laughter! man, i haven't seen u laughed like that for quite sometime. good! good! laugh like that sumore, kakak. make me laugh!!!" *_*
Bruce Almighty really made me laugh so hard. i mean, jim carey is simply an amazing and talented actor. i just watched his new movie, Yes Man, last nite with my cuzzins. and i'm tellin' ya, u have to watch it! it's really brilliant! 2 thumbs-up!
and yes, believe it or not, i watched a whole damn football game today at channel 5! spore vs vietnam. i myself can't believe that i stay rooted to the sofa watching little men on a not-so-big field chasing after a goddamn tiny ball with hundreds of other tiny-weeny people jumping up and down cheering and boo-ing like non-stop hits. and turned out that it was a disappointing game. i mean, the lions had a lot of chances man. ouh ouh, i do like that no. 17 guy. shahril ishak, is he? hahaha. and alam shah, pantat mampat! such a hot ass! woohooooo!! ouh well, to the lions, better luck next year i guess...
(eh, next year ada ke? atau suzuki cup nie mcm world cup gitu? entah lah. i ni bukan lah football fan sangat. hmmm.)

To My Beloved Grandma

One Sweet Day

Sorry I never told you

All I wanted to say

And now it's too late to hold you

'Cause you've flown away

So far away

Never had I imagined

Living without your smile

Feeling and knowing you hear me

It keeps me alive

Alive

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven

Like so many friends we've lost along the way

And I know eventually we'll be together

One sweet day

Picture a little scene from Heaven

Darling, I never showed you

Assumed you'd always be there

I took your presence for granted

But I always cared

And I miss the love we shared

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven

Like so many friends we've lost along the way

And I know eventually we'll be together

One sweet day

Picture a lilttle scene from Heaven

Although the sun will never shine the same

I'll always look to a brighter day

Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep

You will always listen as I pray

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven

Like so many friends we've lost along the way

And I know eventually we'll be together

One sweet day

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven

Like so many friends we've lost along the way

And I know eventually we'll be together

One sweet day

Picture a little scene from Heaven

Sorry I never told you

All I wanted to say

To my beloved Nenek Djamaliah,

I miss you.

I love you.

But,

God loves you more than I do.

I'm sorry for it's too late to tell you,

all I wanted to say.

But,

I know that you're in a better place now.

And I know that one day,

we'll be together again.

You'll always be in my heart, Nenek.

I love you.

Rest in peace.

happy is the word for today

i'm so glad that her plans worked out today. we did surprise him with choc truffles!!! yay!!! and i'm happy for her coz she's been kindda pessimistic abt this plan. but yeah, i tried my best to convince her that if we do not give it a try, we never noe...

and yeah, the plan did work out v well! hahahahaha. it was super funny. mas made me called maz nye office saying that i wanna go there for a job interview but don't noe the address! and we were trying our best to figure out whether it's DESU lane or DEFU lane. i told her i never heard of any desu lane before. so yeah, knowing the name of his company, double-checked the add thru google and got it! took a cab and off we went...

and omg. i must admit. that hazman guy is so handsome. but yah, too bad, he's taken. no chance lah coz he's a father of 3 kids!! hahaha. when we were at maz's office, mas was being so shy lah. hide behind me and all. and maz's colleagues were like smiling at us like u noe, what are these 2 gurls up to? LOL. so yeah, when the man himself finally came down, mas was really shy and whispered, "omg! maz is here! maz is here!" when i turned around, true enuf, that's mazlan! omg, in my mind i was like, "is that maz? the one i just talked to on the phone last nite?" i mean, i just can't believe i got to see him today! i thought after passing those choc truffles to his colleague, then blah. but no! we got to meet him! omg! haha. and i shouted "happy birthday maz!" hahaha.

i'm just happy for mas. seeing her so happy today, makes me feel happy. i'm overjoyed! yay!!!

i noe that i made someone's day today. i'm happy seeing others happy.

10 Fakta Tentang Diriku

I was forced to type this out...for fun!

10 FACTS ABOUT ME:

1. i'm into drama, theatre, musicals, acting and directing.
2. i love to sing in my room whenever the door is closed.
3. i'm an organized, orderly and a creative person.
4. i think i have a tiny-weeny-bit of OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder).
5. i like to talk to the mirror.
6. i love chocolates and cheese.
7. i like to watch cooking shows like nigella express, naked chef, kylie kwong and surreal gourmet.
8. i hate it whenever people disturb me when i'm sleeping, eating or resting.
9. i'm not aggressive unless provoked.
10. and hell yeah, don't make me angry coz u won't like me when i am.

Let this fun carry on...I want Eja, Nad, Raz, Zuh, Dynn, Bani, Hannah, Fida, Aisha and Naz to write 10 facts about yourselves aite! (if u read this post, please take note eh)

=D

happysadWed

happy. excited for her. she better plan sumthin' for next thurs eh. must must. hah!

today...
bought shoes and earrings at bugis street. cheap. good quality. so yah lah, damn happy.
BUT, it was raining. didn't bring umbrella with me (aiyah, umbrella spoilt leh). couldn't eat Chicken Mushroom Noodle at Tong Seng coz couldn't cross the road. so yah lah, sad. kempunan!!! haiyah. oh well...

OVERRR!!!

IT'S OVERRRRRRRRRR!!!

YEAAAHUH! MY A'S ARE FINALLY OVER!

gosh, i'm just so happy rite now. all those grueling weeks of muggin' and studyin' are finally over. and yes, like he said, i survived the A's without turning into a freak! alhamdullilah, everything is over now. and i'm telling u for the next few days, i'm so gonna enjoy myself. maybe do crazy stuff like hmmmmm...errrrr...haven't thought abt it yet. -_-'

newaes, after phy paper tadi, went back home and slept for 2 hours. woke up, called my cousin and off we went shopping! shop shop shop till we dropped! hahahaha. it's so fun lah! u noe rite when gurls get together, KECOHness is a must! tried on this, tried on that. almost everything lah! ouh ouh! i bought this blue dress with colourful prints on it at metro. LUV IT! bought other stuff too like earrings and blahblahblah...woah, but i tell u ah. if this shopping and all goes on and becomes an everyday habit, kepala boleh botak liao. hangus seh pocket! then what? rompak bank ah??? siao!!!

and yeah, i just want the whole world to noe that i'm done with my A's.

FINALLY, FREEDOM IS MINE!!!

14 November 2008

so i was sleeping.....dreaming abt sumthing.....
and the time was only 5.53am, heard my cell ringing...
unfamiliar no. lah...so i was like, "siapa seh call pagi-pagi buta mcm nie? takder otak btol! kacau org tido jer!"
and i picked up the phone...

"hello?"
"hello fadilah. gd morning!"
"omg!!! u!!! u called??? hahahaha. what a pleasant surprise!"

and immediately i woke up from my deep slumber and started talking to him on the phone... it was so sweet of him lah, coz his intention of calling me early in the morning was to wake me up for my morning prayer (eventho i set alarm clock at 6.15am)...but nonetheless, sweet of him rite?? i mean like, where he was, it was already like 11plus at night and it was time for him to sleep already...such a sweet guy =)

and he called me again today when the time in spore was like 8pm...and we talked for hours...and then we continued chatting online...hehehe...love it! he's damn funny! likes to laugh a lot, i mean A LOT!

and yeah, earlier today, when i was about to take the lift to my house...u noe what? when the lift door opened, a cat suddenly rushed out! i tell u, i was damn shocked!!! luckily, i didn't scream! if not for my strong heart ah, i think i would have fainted...

and yeah, i'm missing someone so badly...but yah, he did call me and sms me saying that he's fine in melaka. gosh, i can't wait for his return on sun!!! miss him so much...

and yeah, there was a lil' misunderstanding between me and my best friend earlier on...but yah, everything is ok rite now. whateva happens, i still love her. nothing can change the fact that we are best friends.

and i do love my best friends a lot. (love u mas. love u eja. love u puv.)

"HEAD STONE"

kenapa orang berkepala batu?
sebab mereka ada pendirian sendiri dan mahu berpegang teguh pada pendirian mereka itu.

kenapa orang berkepala batu?
sebab mereka mahu menguji kesabaran orang-orang yang mendorong/mendesak mereka supaya berkepala batu.

kenapa orang berkepala batu?
sebab mereka sebenarnya memang bersikap degil sejak dari kecil lagi.

kenapa orang berkepala batu?
sebab ternyata dalam kepala mereka terdapat sebiji batu yang besar nak mampos sehinggakan ia amat sukar untuk dibedah doktor pakar.

eh BOREDOM, F(ish) off lah!

i'm feeling so bored today.
a lot of sleeping.
errr...when i say a lot, means A LOT!

gosh i hate this.
i hate to laze around with nothing to do.

BORED OF BOREDOM.
I AM THE LIVING DEAD.

yeah rite...

gosh.
should have asked someone to go out with me today.
but nah, all my frends are having their papers.

shuddup lah.
stoppit eh.
papers papers papers!
haiyoh.....
how i wish tmr is 18 november.

anyone got time-machine not? or know anyone who has it?
lend me leh...please please please!

OMG.

ku mencintaimu
lebih dari apa pun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
ku mencintaimu
sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya
kekasih gelapku...

FYI, i was typing those lyrics above while hearing the song being played on air. love this song v v v much!

UHUH =D

ok fine, bottom-line is...today was just a plain boring day for me.
i hate to sleep so much.
like a lazy ba-bey!

sheesh.

eh BOREDOM, F(ish) off lah!

only God knows.....

"i've seen u somewhere before...i think i know u...but...hmmm, have we met?"

"i think i'm having dejavu...gosh, as if i was here before...stoppit eh! ouh gawd..."

eventhough it was only for a while,

i keep thinking that i've known u before.

like...i've seen u somewhere...

when we talked, it's as if we're buddies.

like...i've been ur good friend for a very long time...

and the best part???

it's when u said that u were there when i was there...in the same building...but just different rooms...

GOSH!!!

weird huh? what a small world!

we could have known each other back in november last year...

when we talked,

i could really feel the chemistry between us.

it's as if we're buddies!

i could talk to u about almost anything,

even if it was rubbish.

u would put up with my nonsense,

my utter rubbish nonsense.

but hey!

u've got ur own nonsense to share too,

and ur nonsense was more nonsensical than mine.

seriously!

and now,

when u're gone,

away from me,

far from me,

miles away,

on the other side of the world,

i feel that

a part of me is missing.

well,

that's how i'm feeling right now.

it's as if

a part of me is over there.

yes,

over there.

maybe with you.

maybe not.

or maybe,

it's because i miss the place?

or is it

because i miss you?

miss you?

really?

maybe.

it's a weird yet funny feeling that i'm having.

hahaha.

i think i've known u before,

from our previous lives maybe?

hmmm...

only God knows.

today today today!!!

today i had chem paper 3.

today i went to popeyes with my gurls for BRUNCH.

today i applied for relief reaching via online sign-up.

today i decided to stay away from my notes.

ONE down, A LOT to go.....

ARRRGGGGHHHH!!! CAN U BELIEVE IT? I'M SITTING FOR MY A'S RITE NOW!

WHAT THE HECK? really uh? a levels?

hahahaha. crap. okok fine!
had my 1st paper yesterday: Malay Lit (BAHASA COMPONENT)
today, had the LIT COMPONENT. my gawd, i tell u, i think my head is half cracked already. see lah, as a result of climbing steep hills!

ouh well, i guess i have to continue this journey. haiz. life seems tough rite now. need courage to face it.

discipline. diligence. discernment. determination. daring. duty.

woah, out of sudden, all the 6D's came out. yeah, i miss dunman. ouh ouh! there's gonna be a dunman drama-mama camp organized by my drama-mama juniors this coming nov. and yay! i'm so gonna join in and have fun yo! woohoooooooooo!

BUT FOR NOW, NO WOOHOOOOOOOOOOs i guess..... maybe BOOHOOOOOOOOOOs???

BONKY-WONKY

life is just so boring rite now...MUGGING and MUGGING...and yeah, no need to mention lah the amount of stress that i'm feeling at this period of time...but luckily i have him, yg menemani diriku saat aku memerlukan seseorang untuk berbicara, melepaskan rindu...dah stoppit eh fad!

see i tell u, i'm going bonky-wonky already...and yeah, i'm just mentally worn-out...

ouh god, please help me with all these...give me strength ya allah...i need ur guidance ya allah...amin...

Phone Calls and SMSes to Cure 2 Hearts

Uhuh...
so before leaving for tioman, made a promise with me that he would make a total of 5 calls for 3 days. and i was like..."hmmm, just 5?" and giggled away. and he said, "ok. how abt 3 times a day?" WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..........

1st day = 4 calls
2nd day = 4 calls
3rd day = 12 calls

omgomgomgomg.
Total : 4 + 4 + 12 = 20 CALLS!!!
20 calls, not including the number of SMSes he sent me.

i still remembered when i got the 1st call, it was a private no. lah fyi (no. malaysia). so i asked, "siapa nie?" then i heard a familiar voice, "alah. sampai hati u tak kenal suara i."
and immediately i jumped with joy! like OMG! IT'S HIM!!! yay yay...hahaha ok, LOL!
he missed me, i missed him...we missed each other...

to cure these 2 hearts, phone calls and SMSes were the remedy.

And now, he's home...

GOSH

ouh gawd...i'm gonna miss him a lot...seriously a lot. coz he's going away to tioman island for 3 days, nak diving with his friends. gosh...
okok, i'm sad coz he won't be ard frm tmr till mon and that means i won't get the chance to see him on webcam. BUT BUT, he said he'll call me when he has the chance to...so yay!

and he said he'll miss me a lot...awww =D

ok dah, waiting anxiously for his calls and SMSes...wheeeee =)

what is this called?

LOVE LOVE LOVE

Compassion

Lotsa KISSes

Sweet Tender Love

Affection

sMiLeS

FEELings

EMOtions

Romance

JoY

hApPiNeSs

SatISfactION

playful

WiLd

NAUGHTY

SEXy
AdvenTurouS

Romance...

RENDEZVOUS...

Romance...

what happened on OCTOBER 13th

felt so tired after yesterday's jalan raya with my JC friends...but it was damn fun lah, camwhoring and stuff. and u noe rite, when girls get together, they'll gossip non-stop. hahahaha. cool shittos. talking abt other peeps, like who's with who lah, that person likes this person lah, how to treat ur BFs lah and blah blah blah. the list goes on...

and after jalan raya rite......................
last night was one of the sweetest nights i've ever had in my life.
shall not elaborate on that. hehe, let it be a secret between me and him...

okok fine...all i can say is that after i reached home safely, we talked on the phone.

dah. end of story.

Secret Lover

last nite, spent some time reading my lit book. and he called me. we talked and talked. and then,
i heard this on the phone...

ku mencintai mu
lebih dari apa pun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu.
ku mencintai mu
sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya
kekasih gelapku.

-Kekasih Gelapku by Ungu-

uhuh, he sang that song.
when i asked him who's his 'kekasih gelap' (in eng means secret lover),
he said..."You."

and an unexplained feeling bloomed in this little heart.

missing each other...

he gave me a call today coz he miss me.

and i miss him too.

we miss each other.

yes, we do.

Hola!

hey hey hey...how have u been doin', my dear bloggy? i miss u honey...

hahaha. ok crap! shush! so 2 days ago, went to Ria's Jualan Amal at Tamp Blk 136 to see my fav. dj's like KC, Fiza O and Nitty Baizura! wheeeee =) got to see them up on stage and took pics of Adi Rahman and Hafiz Glamour. I think Adi is hot stuff ah, with his hairstyle and all (dah mcm bintang Bollywood)...ouh yah! Shah Ibrahim actually talked to me!!! hahahaha. im so honoured can...he said, "Adik dah amek bubur tadi?" and I was like, "Yah, dah dapat tadi. Terima kasih." then he said, "Betul nie? Ok." and smiled at me =)
then, went to geylang bazaar with fav. cuzzin and her sayang to buy some last min stuff for a 'complete' rayer this year. then, went to Paya Lebar SingPost and we tot of buka-ing at KFC. BUT, the KFC was damn PACKED! ok lor, so no choice rite but to tapau the finger-licking-good food and eat somewhere else...and u noe where? in my cuzzin's Honda Fit! sheesh...what a place man. hahahaha! newaes, it was hella fun buka-ing and laughing in the car (eat eat eat like there's no tmr only).
and that nite, slept over at my aunt's place. sibuk2 made kuih tart and milo cornflakes. i simply love baking cookies! hahaha. got to taste them also mah...
and last nite, went online, webcam-ing with him. simply love yesterday...wheeeee =D

-ok dah-

Recent Happenings!!!

oh well...let's just start blogging, shall we?

okies...so i haven't been blogging for quite some time. as a perfectly fine, sane and normal human being, i did went thru some ups and downs these past few days. hmmm, let's just cherish the happie moments kaes...

*oh gosh, i've been thinking abt him lately*

so on the 17th, went out with my BFs...BestFriends lah not BoyFriends! hah! anywaes, i really really had a BLAST with my 2 girls, Eja and Mas...we're just FUN ppl lah. so we...

• buka at Popeye's
• jln-jln ard T3 and went to Candy Empire and did some crazy stuff there...I simply LOVE CHOCOLATES coz they turn me on =)
• went to T2 and sat down in-front of Polar to rest
• started gossiping like nobody's business (padahal bulan puasa eh, rabak)
• laughed our butts off as we watched some funny videos from Mas nye HP
• GOT A CALL FROM HIM! gosh i tell u, i was in a shock coz at that time, Eja was bluetooth-ing our photos from my HP. tot she accidentally called him ke apa...but i loike!!! (coz we sort of lepaskan rinduuu to each other) =D

*oh gosh, he's taking up a lot of space in my mind*

on the 19th, went to SingPost at Tamp Interchange to sign, seal, deliver a gift and a kad rayer to Siti Suzani bte Haji Mail who's in Brunei rite now! hahaha. my 1st time buat kerje mcm nie and being kiasu and paranoid and all, i actually brought a $50 note in my purse. but, it only cost $10.95 altogether. sheesh. cheat my feelings only. oh well, better get the umbrella ready before it starts raining rite...

*oh gosh, i think i miss him*

on the 20th, stayed over at my aunt's place in woodlands (sanggup eh, from east to north) and baked choc chip cookies together with my cuzzins for rayer! i had a great time eating and eating and eating the cookies while they were busy baking them...hahaha...hey, at least i did helped out in baking some kaes...

*oh gosh, i do miss him*

on the 21st, went out with my cuzzins to bedok, shopping for toiletries and bedsheets and then buka at banquet (fad step buka, padahal padahal!). haha! saw my senior, shiffa, at the western stall. fyi, she worked there lah and was getting orders and yeah, damn pack sey! i had to wait for like 20 min just to get my cheese fries!!! sheesh.

*oh gosh, i miss him*

*i miss him*

*i really miss him*

*i really really miss him*

*i really really really miss him*

ADORABLE

today my cuzzin brought along his 3 month-old daughter to our home. name is NAYLI QISTINA. that lil angel is so adorable!!

I just have this liking for babies and small kids...NOT that I'm a pedophile lah please! I just LOVE little children...Especially those who have round cheeks (like having 2 small Paus stucked on their face kindda thing). Hehehehe. Ok, enough of my crap...Qistina is just so cute! When I took photos of her, she kept looking at the camera, as if she knew that she was supposed to pose. So photogenic ;)

Okey, and due to her unique name, I came up with a few names too...Hehehe...

SOFIE ARISSA, QASEH ADHANIE, ARYL SHAFAWIE and DANIEL ANAQIE.

Nice not?

(fyi, these names are copyrighted k.)

Dah shooo!!!

A Woman's Tale

A woman
should be her husband's
last love.
Her husband

has to make
all the possible mistakes,
and learn from them,
before he is worthy
of her undying love.
Before she says "I do",
after he kneels down
before her
with a sparkling stone
in his wobbly hand,
let him enjoy
all the fun in the world.
Just let him be.
Oh let him be.
For one day,
when he realizes
he has seen enough
of the devil's playground,
he will choose to settle down
in the chamber of paradise.
His last love
shall be
his wife;
his life-partner,
his best friend,
his guardian,
his angel,
his soul-mate.
Till death
do they part...

geylang bazaar

The day before today (which is yesterday lah...hahaha), I went out with Ain and we took bus no. 28 to Geylang. We wanted to buka puasa at banquet actually, but since it was only 5 plus, we decided to window shop at Joo Chiat Complex...Survey baju rayer ah apa lagi...Hahaha...You noe, I was madly in love with this kebaya panjang which was like pink in colour (to be exact, it's fuschia fyi) and it only costs $59. Cheap rite?? Gosh, if only I had enough money at that time I would have bought it seh...It was almost 6pm and Ain suggested that we should book a table at banquet for fear that there would be no more seats for us. We sat there, waiting patiently for buka time (eventhough my stomach was already playing the 'new year drums' and my nose went itchy smelling the sensational aroma of scrumptious food from every stall). And yah, I randomly told Ain part of my love story to get rid of my hunger, and she went "Aww~" all the time...Hahaha...The time was 6.30pm and Ain ordered food. Buka time, I ate Fried Kway Teow Teochew style while my girlfriend ate Hokkien Mee (hmm, I wonder if there's Cantonese Mee or something). And after that, off we went to TKC and the bazaar next to Paya Lebar MRT to look out for the latest fashion for this year's rayer...I had a blast with Ain, laughing-out-loud and we both went 'GAGA' over the displayed clothes!

Cinta dan Erti Percintaan

Cinta...
Cinta kepada Tuhan;
Pencipta Alam semesta,
Yang menjadikan, menghidupkan dan mematikan,
Kerana Dia Maha Mengetahui,
Segala isi perut yang ada pada bumi.

Cinta...
Cinta kepada Ibu;
Insan yang terunggul,
Yang melahirkan, menyusukan dan membesarkan,

Tidak pula meminta sebarang balasan,
Meskipun dalam diam,
Dirinya cukup sengsara,
Sepi jeritannya,
Dan tidak megah akan pengorbanannya,
Kerana beliau mengerti,
Kebahagiaan keluarga,
Adalah segala-galanya yang diperjuangkan.

Cinta...
Cinta kepada Ayah;
Kepala rumahtangga,
Yang membanting tulang,
Siang mahupun malam,
Berkeringat tanpa henti,
Meskipun di hari tuanya,
Kerana beliau mengerti,
Keperluan keluarga,
Adalah tanggungjawab yang dipertaruhkan.

Cinta...
Cinta kepada Sahabat;
Insan yang terdekat,
Yang memahami, menemani dan menggembirakan,
Dan yang mencintai,
Meskipun tahu akan kelemahan diri ini,
Kerana dia mengerti,
Setiap manusia mewarisi cacat-cela kehidupan.

Cinta...
Cinta kepada Kekasih;
Insan yang istimewa,
Yang mengenali diri ini bukan atas ukuran,
Yang menyayangi diri ini bukan atas luaran,
Yang memanjakan diri ini bukan atas nafsu habuan,
Tetapi kerana Cinta,
Kerana dia mengerti,
Cinta yang lahir dari hati yang luhur,
Adalah Cinta sejati.

(Psst...If you find yourself in love with someone who doesn't love you, there's nothing wrong with you. It's just that love didn't choose to rest in that someone's heart. Love only chose you. And you noe, it's easy to make people fall for you, even easier to fall for someone else. The hardest thing to do is to forgive the person who has lifted you high up in the clouds and made you fall hard on the ground...)

Small Change Please...

so there's this guy who came up to me and asked for some donations for the yellow ribbon project at downtown east...ok, it's not that i dun wanna donate, but i really had no small change at all, no coins...just really some BIG notes...i mean...it's not that i dun wanna support the yellow ribbon project...it's just that i really really really had no small change! so i told him that i'm sorie, i dun have a small change with me...but you noe wad? this guy actually followed me, persistently begging me to donate, even if it's just 20 cents...which part of my sentence does he not understand?? he literally followed me about a 100 metres from the starting point (err, yah...starting point). then, i stopped and looked at him...and he was like, ouh ok...i get it...

if i had a small change, i would have given him...really...

My First Time

gosh! is this for real? i mean like, seriously?? i have a blog?
...i have a blog! uhuh uhuh...FINALLY...yayness ;)

Alrites, so here's the very First NONSENSE that you're gonna hear from me...

This is
My First Time
signing up for a blog,
having a blog,
designing a blog.

This is
My First Time
composing a post,
editing a post,
posting a post.

This is
My First Time
blogging. (like duh~)

-end of nonsense-